A
decade ago, I was interviewing high school freshmen who were reading at the elementary
school level for a remedial reading class. The students only entered the class
if they agreed to it. I interviewed one young man named Tim whom I will not
forget, though I only talked with him for that one hour or so. Tim, I suppose,
held on to the mythical American Dream.
Tim,
probably five foot seven and a bit gangly, came into my office with the weary
look and the dirt so deep in his skin's creases that I guessed he was homeless.
The reading assessment showed that he was reading comfortably at the
kindergarten or first grade level, but uncomfortably and without comprehension
on any texts more difficult than that. Tim's Language Arts teacher had already
noticed his difficulty and had asked that I talk with him.
Tim
knew that he struggled with reading. (Some students didn't: they said, "I
can read. I just can't comprehend.") When I asked him if he'd like to
enroll in the course, however, he declined. This was unusual, and I asked him
what his vision for his life after high school was.
"I'm
going to play in the NBA," he said.
I
was new to this community, so I was surprised that someone of his physique
would imagine such a future for himself. "Do you play on the school
team?" I asked. He did not. "Why do you want to play professional
basketball?"
He
told me that his dream was to be rich one day, and--again being new to this
community--I told him that being rich didn't necessarily make a person happy. I
told him that I knew people who were wealthy who didn't seem happy to me, and
that maybe it was more healthy to have a middle income and a meaningful life.
This
dirty child looked at me as if I had three heads. Whereas there had been a
softness about his brown eyes when he told me about his dream, he now looked at
me hard, as if his eyes were made of glass. He did not believe me, and I think my
statement made him angry.
I
believe I first started hearing about this dream of excess, "The American
Dream," when I read The Great Gatsby in college. At first I thought
of "The American Dream" as some literary device, a fiction that
explained Gatsby and his opulent lifestyle. I remember Gatsby (It's been thirty
years since I've read it, so I may not have the details right) as a dark,
shadowy figure, his excessive wealth linked to some unknown, international
badness. I remember him as lonely amidst the crowds that gathered at his
mansion to eat and drink and dance.
It
wasn't until a discussion my senior year in college that I noticed that people
spoke of this dream as "The American Dream" outside of the Gatsby
context. They spoke about this dream as if every American knew and had this
dream. This perplexed me. This was not my dream, and I didn't know when these
classmates of mine had come to agree on this American Dream as THE American
Dream.
A
child of the seventies, I thought of "The Dream" as Martin Luther
King, Jr.'s dream, and when Martin Luther King, Jr. said, "I still have a dream. It is
a dream deeply rooted in the American dream," I don't think he meant
Gatsby's American dream. I think he meant a dream of economic prosperity but
not excess, a dream of justice, of a fair police system, legal system,
educational system, penal system and political system. A dream of a place where
whites, the descendants of former slave-holders, and blacks,
the descendants of former slave-holders and slaves, would be as brothers and
sisters to one another. (You can read the entire text of MLK's "I have a
dream" speech at the Fox News--yes, Fox News--website http://www.foxnews.com/us/2013/08/27/transcript-martin-luther-king-jr-have-dream-speech/#ixzz2ehbI3cj2 )
Martin
Luther King, Jr.'s yearning still stirs my hopes, over fifty years later, as we
are still in a land of economic haves and have-nots, where blacks and other
people of color are systematically discriminated against in our penal,
legal, educational and political systems.
The
economic divide continues to grow. A front page headline in yesterday's
Seattle Times, announced, "Top 1% take a record share of U.S.
income," and the lead reported, "The top 10 percent of earners
took more than half of the country's total income in 2012, the highest level
recorded since the government began collecting such data a century ago."
The
disparity in income suggests to me that Gatsby's dream has taken hold in
America more than Martin Luther King Jr.'s dream. There is much sadness in
this, both because the dream of incredible wealth means that some do not have
enough while others have too much (yes, too much for their own happiness), and
because Gatsby's dream does not lead to happiness and fulfillment, but rather
to the kind of loneliness that Gatsby himself experienced.
In
my sadness, I return to Martin Luther King, Jr, who admonishes me, "Let us not seek to satisfy
our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred."
And I go now to a different dreamer, John Lennon, and I seek with John to
imagine:
Imagine
no possessions.
I
wonder if you can:
No
need for greed or hunger,
A
brotherhood of man.
Imagine
all the people,
Sharing
all the world.
You
may say I'm a dreamer,
But
I'm not the only one.
John
and I aren't the only ones. Eleanor Roosevelt, another dreamer, said, "The
future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
The
most beautiful dreams, it seems to me, are not the empty dreams
of extravagance, but the dreams for all of us to pursue happiness.
Sound
too sappy? Thomas Jefferson adapted the phrase, "life, liberty and the
pursuit of property" from the 17th century philosopher John Locke, who
wrote of government's role in protecting, "life, liberty, and
estate." Jefferson envisioned something bigger, a government that
protected a person's pursuit of happiness. The owner of an estate himself,
perhaps he saw the folly of thinking that an estate is more important than
pursuing happiness.
Now,
don't get me wrong, I think that students like Tim are right to want a world
where their needs and rights, including the right to pursue happiness, are met,
and that includes having sufficient funds to lead a healthy life. But excessive
funds for a few and inadequate funds for most others? This dream is unhealthy
for wealthy and poor alike, for individuals and for our country.
So
I hope that like Martin Luther, John, Eleanor and me, you dream bigger than
luxury...
I
hope someday you will join us,
And
the world will live as one.
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